I don't know how to start off.

I've been crushing on a boy, he has a on and off again relationship with this other girl who is two years older then him. He kept telling everyone that he wouldn't get back with her, and as you may have realised they are back.

I knew I never stood a chance with him, but just to have him go straight back to her. He doesn't know I like him, which I am so thankful for.

But I can't help but thinking, if he knew would he be with me.

I know he wouldn't, but I just hoped someone like him would like me. That's not how the world works though.